I called Miss Beautiful today!!! i gave myself the biggest pep talk before i did it, i mean no biggie right,just girls hanging out...well if that's it,why am i feeling nervous about calling her? the conversation went like this
Miss Beautiful: hello?
Luminous: hello miss beautiful, this is luminous Nubian,i met you at xy party last weekend.
Miss Beautiful: i have been waiting for your phone call.
Luminous: oh....uhmmm... i have been busy with work,and......
Miss Beautiful: will you have dinner with me?tonight?
Luminous:uhm....let me check my schedule.(rummaging around handbag looking for imaginary schedule) oh, yes i am free for dinner on Friday...
Miss Beautiful:i don't think i can wait that long, i want to see you sooner.
Luminous: hmm let me see, i can do something on.............
Miss Beautiful:tomorrow. i will meet you at xy restaurant, at 7;30. (not a question.a statement)
Luminous:oh uhm alright. i will see you tomorrow then....
Miss Beautiful: i will see you then.(click)
ok,is it just me or did that sound like a date? maybe i am imagining things.
okay let me make one thing clear, i am not a lesbian.i have lesbian friends and they tell me i am as straight as they come. so why the hell am i feeling this way for another woman? i cant stop thinking about her. i didn't call her for a week because i was scared, scared of this attraction i was feeling. what is it with me and lusting after the forbidden. maybe its curiosity,maybe i am just looking for happiness in the most honest and pure form and i am willing to try whatever options?but damn! can i get a single MAN???! lol
like i said maybe i am overreacting and reading too much into her actions. i will wait till tonight and post the details of our "outing" it is not a date.
Tuesday, April 3, 2007
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plz ur not readin 2much n2 her actions....dat definitely sounded lyk a 'date'..hence the "i want 2 see u sooner"...WATS DAT???who knows she myt be ur 1st lesbian encounter(Lol)
HELP!!IM SO BORED AT WORK
go with the flow.. my dear it.. explore new grounds.. *wink* wink*
i dunno abt goin wit d flow nd xploring new grounds...if u dont want 2...DONT DO IT!
NO offense ijeoma...u kno i still wuv u (loL)
Hmmmm...well, I don't know what to say. Only you can decide what you want. I mean, you called her didn't you? LOL
Sometimes it just happens..
There are those people who just intrigue us.
There are those people who just have this magnetism around them, male or female.. it doesn't matter.. they just have this thing which draws you to them, pulls you in.
It's up to you to decide if this is for you or not.
Sexuality is rarely solid.
And an experience doesn't change your sexuality overnight.
She seems interested in you(duh! right? lol) and why shouldn't she be?
You can't stop people being attracted to you, the only thing you can do is examine how you feel towards them and by all accounts, you are attracted to this person.
So, just go with the flow, if it flows to fast, slow it down, if it's getting too bumpy, jump off the ride. :D
@Soul: can I kiss you? Seriously...
@LN: you're going lesbo, period.
it's ok, if you are conscious & comfortable about it. there are so many 'glitch' in Nature's design (If they are really glitches anyways)...
waiting for your next post... am swiveling like a kid on sugar.. hurry.. :-)
Well, thats the way it normally starts.
Brace yourself for the unexpected and may the force be with you!
lol. no offense taken.. @imababe..
am waiting for update sha!
First time on your blog, here is my 2 cents!
GO with the flow. You really will not know if you like/dislike something unless you try it. Thats the honest truth. Just be open and take it from there!
But it sounds like a date to me...
GOod luck!
Abegi, the woman in the picture sef! So much pleasure in the one posture!
Im A Babe: you are right i found out that i was not reading too much into her actions..... hmmmm 1st lesbian encounter,dont know if i am that open minded lol
Ijeoma: lol! keep winking at me enh,when i become a lesbian i shall stalk you lol!
soul: i am examining those feelings cos i am realizing they are real.
Unnaked: welcome to my blog..
hah! i am not a lesbian, just drawn to someone of the same sex, like soul said sexuality is not solid.
Ugo Daniels: what normally starts?!;)I am bracing myself o!
Bluntremi: thank you for stopping by my blog.
idemili: hahaha your own blog nko!! all those erotic pictures?? lol
Hang on Luminious? Are u a lesbian, bi or experimenting? I need to know these things, get my sexual fantasy on u know
jack slater:no i am not a lesbian.at least i do not think so.
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