After that night of make up sex,we spent the entire weekend in bed. making love and fucking. i don't know which i like better,but i like both! we talked about everything. how she felt,how i felt. i was not one hundred percent upfront about telling my friends though. i told her with time.when in all honesty i do not plan on telling them,but then again isn't that deceiving my self?how long can i hide her?
besides that we had fun, she made me cook her jollof rice and stew. see this oyinbo o! she ate it with relish and made little comments like i cant wait to come to Africa if the food is this good...(that one i smiled while choking on my rice) but i humored her and said of course babes, when the time is right. i don't like it when she talks about the future in such a casual manner. i don't think she realizes the culture i come from will not even comprehend our relationship talk less of my mother,my father might be more accommodating,since we all know that his cousin is a closet queen, with his farce of a marriage.
back to the point, we settled everything and now we are just going to take things slow in regards to the public thing,till i can deal with the idea better. she was being very accommodating and understanding with the new terms of our relationship i must say and i felt bad because i know that i am making her go backwards in her life,all the things she has had to deal with and having reached a point in her life where she can be open about who she is and here i am making her revert to an early part in her life where her sexuality was a shameful thing to be hidden.i hate doing this to her,but it is also her choice,she could have always stayed away,but she chose to come back knowing all the issues she would have to deal with. i am not ready to rearrange my own life to satisfy her right now,as selfish as that sounds, its me looking out for me. gosh i sound so selfish....
Monday, July 23, 2007
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
la petit mort
we made love that evening.slow and gentle. soft and tender. passionate and intense. i cried. i have never cried during sex before but the emotions i had held bottled in and intense feelings brought tears to my eyes. i didn't realize i was tearing up until she looked into my eyes and wiped my cheeks and then she started kissing my face while she penetrated me with her hands. deep and long thrusts that rubbed my walls and stroked my G- spot. she kept kissing me and looking into my eyes as she did this, then she pulled me upwards so that our legs were wrapped around each other and we both had access to each other.we fucked each other in the same rhythm slow at first and then faster and faster till she came first, she came strong and hard,her body was quivering,yet she still kept pumping into me till i felt a warm rush and tingles all over my body and then i came soon after.
with dew-like sweat shrouding our flesh we kept on going with no recovery period,our hunger for each other preventing us from stopping,i could not get enough of her.
she turned me around and started fucking me from the back it was not long till i shuddered with ecstasy. i moved to the edge of the bed and knelt down and pulled her legs around my neck roughly. buried my head into the middle of her thighs and licked and drank in all of her. she was withering,moaning and groaning...but i wanted to make her come hard, so i placed a finger in her while i ate her, her legs began to shake, i used another finger to stroke her perineum. she started to thrash and shake and kept muttering in that sexy voice "oh fuck...oh fuck.."and came hard and strong clenching her thighs hard together, i felt the waves take over her lithe body. i pulled away and watched her recover from her petit mort.
i climbed back onto the bed and gazed at her. taking in all of her flawlessness, her body is so fascinating,so beautiful with all the right curves. her skin is so beautifully olive and soft. her hair is wavy and amazing even though she wishes it was curly like mine. her legs are so long and blemish free. her stomach flat and firm from those yoga classes she attends religiously.
she notices me watching her and makes a bashful lame effort to cover her breasts before my eyes went there. i smile and remove her hands, replace them with mine and proceed to rub her nipples till they got hard again and then i got turned on again and started sucking on her breasts, she pulls me up and laughs,"your insatiable today?!" i nod and continue. she moves and gets up.pulls my hands and leads me to the bathroom. "lets have a shower, i feel sticky"she said.
i smile.... she turns on the shower we go in and before i know it we are at it again, fucking each other hard. her breasts pressed against mine her thighs rubbing against mine, then she turns me around and pressed me against the shower wall, knelt down and ate me out from the back. i don't know if it is the water or the heat but it felt so amazing having her lips on me that way.i pulled her up and we face each other and just kiss and touch each other, we start to rub each others clits till we both have orgasms almost simultaneously. we wash each other up, step out,wipe each other off. put on some old t-shirts and make eggs.....
with dew-like sweat shrouding our flesh we kept on going with no recovery period,our hunger for each other preventing us from stopping,i could not get enough of her.
she turned me around and started fucking me from the back it was not long till i shuddered with ecstasy. i moved to the edge of the bed and knelt down and pulled her legs around my neck roughly. buried my head into the middle of her thighs and licked and drank in all of her. she was withering,moaning and groaning...but i wanted to make her come hard, so i placed a finger in her while i ate her, her legs began to shake, i used another finger to stroke her perineum. she started to thrash and shake and kept muttering in that sexy voice "oh fuck...oh fuck.."and came hard and strong clenching her thighs hard together, i felt the waves take over her lithe body. i pulled away and watched her recover from her petit mort.
i climbed back onto the bed and gazed at her. taking in all of her flawlessness, her body is so fascinating,so beautiful with all the right curves. her skin is so beautifully olive and soft. her hair is wavy and amazing even though she wishes it was curly like mine. her legs are so long and blemish free. her stomach flat and firm from those yoga classes she attends religiously.
she notices me watching her and makes a bashful lame effort to cover her breasts before my eyes went there. i smile and remove her hands, replace them with mine and proceed to rub her nipples till they got hard again and then i got turned on again and started sucking on her breasts, she pulls me up and laughs,"your insatiable today?!" i nod and continue. she moves and gets up.pulls my hands and leads me to the bathroom. "lets have a shower, i feel sticky"she said.
i smile.... she turns on the shower we go in and before i know it we are at it again, fucking each other hard. her breasts pressed against mine her thighs rubbing against mine, then she turns me around and pressed me against the shower wall, knelt down and ate me out from the back. i don't know if it is the water or the heat but it felt so amazing having her lips on me that way.i pulled her up and we face each other and just kiss and touch each other, we start to rub each others clits till we both have orgasms almost simultaneously. we wash each other up, step out,wipe each other off. put on some old t-shirts and make eggs.....
Monday, July 9, 2007
lavender, vanilla and those orange blossoms
on Friday at work, as i was trying to be keep myself busy,i got a knock on my door, Emily the girl that works at the front of the gallery came in to tell me that i had a visitor. i looked at my appointment book with a scowl,it was almost lunch time,i wasn't trying to see anyone, and i was hoping that ghastly French lady wasn't here yet! she wasn't meant to come in till 2! with a frown on my face i trudge to the reception waiting area,and who do i see there?
her. miss beautiful sitting there.just looking at me. looking adorable, i invited her into my office. what did she want? after ignoring my efforts for that long she had the audacity to come to my office. i kept quiet, and let her talk. conversation went like this.
MB: baby i am so sorry
LN: sorry for what? for making me look like a fool? calling you like a desperate fool? why are you sorry.what do you want?
MB: baby i didn't want to ignore you,i just didn't have anything nice to say to you then,and i care about you too much to say hurtful things to you.i needed to work things out for myself too.
LN: you still did not answer my question. WHAT DO YOU WANT?
MB: i want you back in my life luminous. please. you are so special to me. i love being with you. you make me happy and i know i overreacted. i have never been with a woman that did not feel proud of me. i also think it hurt me so much because i am falling for you. i thought that by avoiding you i would get over it.but the more that i stayed away.the more i missed you and realized that you are all that i want.
LN: i missed you too! never do that to me again.
i grabbed her and hugged her and buried my face in her hair and inhaled those orange blossom, lavender and vanilla scent that floats around her. she pulled away and apologized again and i did too. she hushed me and told me not to worry,she wont pressure me. in my own time. she kissed me and told me that she will come to my place later in the evening........
her. miss beautiful sitting there.just looking at me. looking adorable, i invited her into my office. what did she want? after ignoring my efforts for that long she had the audacity to come to my office. i kept quiet, and let her talk. conversation went like this.
MB: baby i am so sorry
LN: sorry for what? for making me look like a fool? calling you like a desperate fool? why are you sorry.what do you want?
MB: baby i didn't want to ignore you,i just didn't have anything nice to say to you then,and i care about you too much to say hurtful things to you.i needed to work things out for myself too.
LN: you still did not answer my question. WHAT DO YOU WANT?
MB: i want you back in my life luminous. please. you are so special to me. i love being with you. you make me happy and i know i overreacted. i have never been with a woman that did not feel proud of me. i also think it hurt me so much because i am falling for you. i thought that by avoiding you i would get over it.but the more that i stayed away.the more i missed you and realized that you are all that i want.
LN: i missed you too! never do that to me again.
i grabbed her and hugged her and buried my face in her hair and inhaled those orange blossom, lavender and vanilla scent that floats around her. she pulled away and apologized again and i did too. she hushed me and told me not to worry,she wont pressure me. in my own time. she kissed me and told me that she will come to my place later in the evening........
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