Thursday, April 19, 2007

off to her turf

we are going to San Francisco for the weekend. her idea. its our first time going out in public as a "couple" . In San Francisco we can hold hands and kiss each other in public without worrying who will see us.......well i worry who will see us. i am somewhat skeptical about the whole trip but she just called to tell me she would love for me to accompany her and give us a work/friend free zone to get to know each other much better,so i said yes,lord knows i need a break away from everything. so Friday i am taking a half day off work, i shall be back on Sunday with an update. i have been ordered to leave behind my laptop and phone. the phone i told her i just cant do.
be back in a couple days.

11 comments:

Dith said...

HOLD UP!!! so u guys r lyk a "couple"???

soul said...

at your own pace... lady. enjoy at your own pace.

I love San Fran... they have some fab restuarants at Fisherman's wharf and gosh shopping is to die for expensive but nice. very nice indeed.
Its such a picturesque place, take a camera.

Lady, enjoy your ride, have fun.. at your own pace. I thought that the real reason you were conflicted was not because of your attraction to her, but because it isn't just about sex.

I could be wrong, but that's what i got from what you were saying a few weeks ago.
An itch you can scratch and get over, but from what you were saying, everything just seemed a lil bit more.

luminousnubian said...

soul- i will try to have fun,i am feeling all touristy already.
i am unsure if i want to get too involved with her in the way she would like. i enjoy her company and i am drawn to her incredibly and i dont know if i am ready to be in any kind of relationship talk less of one with a female.i can see myself really falling for her but what if i am just a good time for her?i have a bad habit of getting heartbroken.

Idemili said...

Careful. Enjoy but be careful. Bring us back something - besides the lots of gist!

soul said...

well there will be a time at somepoint where you both need to lay your cards on the table.
It is important that you be honest about where you want to be with yourself.

As much as you like her, you are the most important person to you.
But anyway, now is not the time.. for now.. live, love, laugh. lust, let loose and just be you like you want to.
:D

luminousnubian said...

idemili- i will be careful. promise. oh what do you want?anything for you

soul- i know that time will come,but for now,i just want to enjoy what is happening and not think too hard about it. when that time comes i guess i will have to be honest with both her and myself about what i really want. she isnt pressuring me or anything we are just hanging out. thanks for looking out for me.

Dith said...

ok! i find this a tad bit funny but really strange at the same tym. its strange in the sense that just weeks ago, u were a full blown heterosexual chick. if im not mistaken, this is lyk ur first lesbian encounter right? u seem 2 be movin a lil 2 fast with this lady. sweetheart, u gotta be very careful cos full fledged lesbians usually end up being very possessive. so u myt be giving her d wrong impression unless u really want 2 be in a serious committed relationship with her.

nehow, have fun in sanfrancisco gurllllll!!!

luminousnubian said...

sigh...im a babe, i am still heterosexual. i really am, i know going away with her is a little sudden. and things are moving really fast.
she doesnt seem to be possesive as of yet. neither has she implied that she wants me to become her girlfriend. we are just having fun right now.
i will have fun,cant wait. tomorrow hurry and come!

Dith said...

LN im sorry if i sounded harsh hun...u kno i love u *wink*(lol)

luminousnubian said...

love you too boo! i know you are only looking out for me

diary of a G said...

cann i cum too