let me stop fooling myself,i know exactly what i am doing,i do have free will, and i am choosing to let this woman explore my body,and here i am exploring hers as well. she is so sexy and all i can think of is touching her all over her body,feeling her soft skin, kissing every nook and cranny of her body.but at the same time i am nervous and afraid. what am i supposed to do? i mean the female anatomy is a mystery to me, i have one...but having another exquisite one in front of me is terrifying.... she senses my discomfort so she pulls me off the counter and leads me to the living room where she pushes me against the wall.....we barely made the couch..... she is intensely kissing me and touching me.
next thing my top is over my head and my bra is snapped off replaced by her eager and warm moist mouth, her tongue teasing my nipples to erection, sucking and licking my breasts, creating spasms all over my body. causing my panties to soak up.... she can tell how turned on i am yet she keeps on kissing and licking, gradually trailing down my stomach with her mouth giving me kisses that send shock waves through my body, light gentle kisses with her warm breath on me.i cling to the wall to support me in anticipation of where her head is leading... she kisses me through my lounge pants. my body begging her to just take them off...... but she refuses she keeps doing what she is doing teasing me and touching me,i almost orgasm.
it isn't fair i want her to put her tongue on me...... but she does not..... she comes back up and kisses my lips and then whispers "i don't want to rush you"
at this point, i want to be rushed!! how would you start on me like that and stop?
i whimper and my eyes plead with her to continue....

she said she felt like she was taking advantage of me,because she knew i wasn't ready for this to become more,and she wanted more from me than just that.... she wanted me to be sure, so that she could enjoy me knowing that i was hers....but she understood that was a huge decision....
at this point i wanted to die,i hadn't stopped longing for her, but i was gradually coming back to my senses and realizing that i was topless and right in my face was this sexy woman... i told her she would have to leave.............